Feelings I feel:
Listless
Sad
Unwanted
Unlovable
Unworthy
Like I am trash
Don’t deserve, and wasn’t meant to have relationships
Like I should just take my dogs and go live in a forest
I’m annoying I don’t know who I am anymore
Jealous of people who otherwise seem really happy with their loved ones/friends/family
Unmotivated
Like I am sitting at the bottom of a very dark pit. Loss of hope
Unconfident
Like a failure
But I am still here. I am still trying. There is a light at the end of every tunnel right?
I am sorry, please forgive me. Thank you. I love you.
”Crown” Run the Jewels