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Comfortable With Death

Does depression ever go away or do we just learn to deal with it? Doing everything in my power to fight these feelings and not much is working anymore. My mind is onto my minds tricks. Pausing depression and faking happiness in some random activity creates moments of happiness followed by days of sadness because I feel utterly sad. I am tired of all this pain. My depression was easier when I wasn’t scared of death.

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