I'm getting really good at faking vulnerability with you all here. I feel like the last few posts haven't been so vulnerable. That I'm leaning back towards that fake vulnerability. That vulnerability that comes with comfort and familiarity that I talked about a few posts back. Not sure where I started to take steps back, but I'm sure it started somewhere around not being hones with myself first. Maybe I am trying to convince myself I feel different. Maybe I'm afraid of what feelings will come next. Not sure. I just know that I'm feel a little too comfortable with things right now and that must mean I'm not pushing my edges.
How do you all keep your edges being pushed when you feel it's starts to stagnant?
”Back in NYC” Jeff Buckley